第39节 (第1/1页)

    【】nths,holly,”sheostfeltlikeiledatherenuragingly.“thendoyouthinkthatybehesnottherightkindofpersonforyou”

    atheego...”shestaredforalongtiatthephotograph.

    iliarsoundoftheingfrohebeaforterailiaoises.

    downbesideher.“sorry,hol.”

    “hey,youdoobesorryatall,”shesaid,squeezingherhand.“youshouldhavetoldallthisehoinsteadofkeepingitallinside.”

    “butthisisonlynorparedtoshappeoyou.ifeelstupidevengaboutit.”sheears,angryhherself.

    hollyeoneyouloveisalatteriftheyrealiveor...”sheuldntfinishthesehing.”

    “itsjustthatyouvebeensobrave,holly,idontknoverastupidboyfriendionlyonths.”

    “brave”hollylaughed.“iwish.”

    “yesyouare,”ciarainsisted.“everyonesaysso.youvebeensthrougheverything.ifiewhere.”

    “dontgogivingideas,iledather,hhadcalledherbrave.

    “youreok,though,arentyou”ciarasaidudyingherface.

    hollylookeddoelostintheiroerthanhollyhadeverseenher,satbyhersidepatientlyainghollysreply.

    “aok”hollyrepeatedthequestiontoherself.shelookedaheadatthellelonely,iired,iad,iappy,iuky;illiondifferentthingseverydayofthe.”

    shelookedtohersisterandsledsadly.

    “andyourebrave,”ciaraassuredher.“anddinntrol.andanized.”

    hollyshookherheadslonotbrave.yourethebraveone.youdoingfroothe.”

    beingbrave,holly.”

    “yesyouare,”hollyinsisted.“allthosethingsthatyoudo,likejuingoutofairplanesandsnoorecrazythitlesisterdid.

    ydearsister.thatsnotbungeejuoffabridge.youulddoit.”ciaranudgedher.

    hollyseyeserrifiedatthethought,andsheshookherhead.

    esoftened.“oh,youe,theresnothingbraveaboutit.”

    hollylookedathersisterandtchedhertone.“yes,andifyourhusbanddiedyouo.theresnothingbraveaboutit.theresnochoivolved.”

    ciaraandhollystaredateachother,aheothersbattle.

    allfraandhuggedhertightly.“”

    hollythoughthersisterlookedlikesuhildhherbigiblueeyes.shefeltliketheyhchildrenagain,sittingonthefloorheyusedtoplaytogetherduringtheirchildhoodandheyheyeenagers.

    theysatinsileeningtothesoundsoutside.

    “ethingyouataboutearlieron”ciaraaskedquietlyorechildishvoice.hollyhadtolaughathersisterftotakeadvantage.

    “netaboutit,itoutsidethedoor,deessage,andhefroessage:beredthenightbefore.

    tytwo

    itbynow.

    sheaginationordiditlookalittletidieritpletessethingaboutitlookeddifferent.

    thesoundofalao,presungitwashewhohadhelpedher,andheheldhishandupinresponse.

    ithadalebodyhadtodothedirtythatthereple;justasllpatchofgrasssurroundedbyafeihananro.

    thisthoughtnoindedhollyoftheorisedherselfnottoletitdieunderhercare.shethreicrod

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